好想

好想大声说出来
憋在心里好久了
好辛苦
真的是一种包袱
想说
可是又不知道要说给谁听
救命啊
谁可以让我放下这个包袱？
又有谁愿意呢？

之间

还有太多 值得回味
总有理由 继续沉醉
过去那氛围 要如何维持多一会

谁能保證 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了 我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了 我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种藉口
我会愿意承受

我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了甚么改变

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

害怕

All I Ever Wanted- TAGGED QUESTIONS!!
Wow...this is the first time i've been tagged...hahaha...have a nice time ya...^^

RULES TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS:

Put your music library on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question,no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go! When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.


1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
回忆的圣诞节
(haha..no kaitan..)

2. How would you describe yourself?
好听
(i;m not song la)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?)
如果你也听说
(erm did u heard b4 what i like in a guy?)


4. How do you feel today?
失业情歌
(ehem..i not yet work..haha)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
天真
(ya,i'm being so naif and always let ppl cheat..sob sob)


6. What's your motto?
失落沙洲
(dat not my motto okay? i want to cheer my life)

7. What do your friends think of you?
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
(haha..heard dat pieces is romantic..i'not romantic but i prefer romantic..LOL)


8. What do you think of your parents?
太想爱你
(ya, i love my parents a lot..cant wait to go home)



9. What do you think about very often?
坏人
(ya, its true..)

10. What is 2 + 2?
女生
(my buddies, friends are important)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
失恋无罪
(No need sad if u are broken coz got me accompany ^_^)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
好想再对你说
(Really feel want to tell u what in my mind..I Meant It!)

13. What is your life story?
回到最初
(If time can back to the past,that's good!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
如果能重新恋爱
(Haha..i duno wan say wat~)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
如果我变成回忆
(Haha..it so sad lah~)


16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
如果这就是爱情
(Yeah, that's a nice song =D)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
嫁妆
(LOL..imposible la..dat not my wedding)


18. What is your biggest fear?
孤单北半球
(Yup, i scare being alone)


19. What is your biggest secret?
守护者
(Haha..who is dat? Secret...>.<)

20. What will you post this as?
害怕
(Fear? 哈哈）


I'm lazy to tag ppl..but thanks Allen tagged me o~

Cheer Me Up

Thanks for cheering me up
these day i'm being so emo..
but my mood is back when u cheer me up..
buddies??
NO.. u are not..
now u are my brother..
=D

Speechless

Well, u win..
i LOSE..
i know i cant argue v u..
u like to say watever u like..
do watever u want..
i cant resist just bcoz ur identity...

Bad mood

Today is an unlucky day for me..
1st, given warning by 1 lecturer and actually i didnt do anything wrong..
2nd, almost quarrel v friends..
3rd, ummi check our room and ask to change langsir and decorate the room
4th, not believed by the person i believe most and feel disappointed..well, maybe u are not in my shoes and will choose to stand in ur classmate sides..

now i'm totally weak..
seem like got anything happen will let me straight away fall down..
i miss my home right now~~~~

Guys~

Erm i would like to share something about my new friends here..

1) "Star"
I eagerly hope that u will have any changes after i told u about the problem. but nothing is changes. Very disappointed but what can i do? just be patient. Anything just can keep in heart. U know that i need how much courageous to say out what in my mind? but u neglect it. Got somebody told me that u changed,after i observed, i noticed that really got some changes on u. Honestly, i dont like it.

2) “Za dao"
Hurm..i know that u are despressed these day. all i can do is be the good listener. I cant do anything more except that. i hope that u can be strong and dont give up so easily. Try think some positive thing and even can think those who worse than u..for example, me. If u are in my condition, i think u sure can sustain it anymore and cry over days and days. I will support u.hope everything will be okay.

3) "Liar"
I always call u like that..u wont mind it la hor?? haha.. thanks for accompany me when i seem being alone and emo.. i know ur mind sure full of question y i bcome emo again these days right?? haha... one advice to u..dont hurt the person that love u so much because girl's heart are same like glasses, easily broken.

4) "Tukang angkat"
I just know u for five months only. but u done so many things and touched me. When i'm sick u accompany even till midnight I feeling not well and sms to u..u aso will wake up and reply me..really touched during that time.. u always support me and give me strength not to give up..u concern about my condition. U always cheer me up when i'm down. u like to joke and make me smile. When i keep quiet i didnt say anything u noe that i'm not happy or i feel pain due to my sickness. u will come to ask me how am i and ask me to rest,.the most funny thing is u always say sorry to me..but u did nothing wrong actually..the person that should say sorrt didnt meant it also..should say sorry d person not u okay?? dont say sorry to me again..>.<

5) "XXX"
Still duno what nickname should give to u coz i know u not till 1 month.. erm u want say wat just go ahead..i wont mind it..but please dont always ask me to miss u or wat wat wat......i wont do so unless i fall in love with u..haha..

End of PLBD

Finally i wait till the day end of PLBD..
although body is tired..
but the mind is more tired..

Happen many things during this camping..
first, I feeling not well is not i want..
pleasa dont blame me or say i jz act it..
if is u, do you hope that u sick?
do u hope that u have to suffer the pain almost everyday?
i also dont want to fell sick, who wants it?

second, i had to apologize to those who saw me "black face" during the third day..
that is because smtg happen in that day..
this is not the first time..
i duno y u dont like me..
u dont talk to me that is ok..
i wont care it..
but u scold me without reason..
not the first time..
if is first time only, i can just take it as u r kidding to me..
but NO!!
u scold me without hear my explanation..
next time i think i keep quiet better..

third, i want to say sorry because i refuse to take photo v u..
jz can say d timing is not correct..
got so many times during this camp but u choose at that time, that place and that someone is sitting there aso..
so this is d reason i refuse it..

it's so suffer if always keep d real feeling in the heart just like keeping secret..
if u all wan to take me as a joke go for it..
i dont want to care anymore..
last time after rumah terbuka i just know that i'm being played..
i duno is who's idea..
but if u enjoy that i being cheated..
go for it..
BYE!!!
dont want to say anything more~

Hurm...

Suddenly i felt regret that i deleted all my post before..
these day i had a short memory..
so pls always remember me anything u want me to do..
if not i sure will forget..
forgive me ya..
before that d memory all are deleted..
TUTT........
since when i had this blog??
erm if not wrong..
i think since f5 i had been writting d blog alrdy..
till now 2 years alrdy..
haha..XD

HOPE

Tommorrow is UKJK test alrdy..
i hope nothing will happen on me..
pls..
do not get injured again..
or run till fainted..
or stomach pain..
or leg pain..
i noe my injury nt yet recover..
bt i dont want do assignment..
so i prefer to take d UKJK test although noe it is dangerous..

yesterday my situation is not good..
i went to do acupuncture..
and after i had a nap..
when i wake up..
i feel that the pain coming again..
i duno how to describe this feeling..
it being more than 1 month..
is it didnt totally recover??
my stomach is pain..and i could not do anything..
jz eat non-stop and lay on my bed..


what can i do now??
jz can pray that tml ntg is happen..
i afraid of seing blood..
i afriad of suffer from pain anymore..
*God Bless Me*

53th Merdeka~

Finally have 1 day holiday dat make me feel relax..
I duno why i'm lazy today..
feel like doing ntg..
i jz wan start packing my thgs go back hometown..
cant wait friday coming..
i miss my home, my room, food so much~

Go back penang should i b happy?
i duno..i jz hope dat i can enjoy my holiday..
bt i thk it cant b achieved
because some reason..
i hope everything will be pass soon..
i wan faster getting well soon..
i want eat spicy food..
it been so long i didnt eat spicy food T.T


after holiday many activities are coming soon..
pesta tanglung, PLBD(camping) and hand in our assignment..
i thk i wont have enuf rest time..
pesta tanlung? i had to sing dat night..i thk i will tension until shivering..
camping? dis word is such a unfamiliar word for me since i f4..
i had long time didnt go for a camp..
i even forget the camping knowledge and d knots i learn b4..
such a failure~


God please bless me..
i dont want waste any money in dat again..
i'm being tired go to hospital..

Pain =.=

From yesterday i felt gastric..
i taught after i drunk it can be cured..
bt i'm totally wrong..
it still pain..
dat time i'm doing my homework..
i had to stop doing although my homework still left much..
i laid on the bed..
after dat someone gave me the medicine..
actually i really dont want brg any trouble to anyone..
i thk sleep will cure it..
anyway..thx for the medicine..

Today our timbalan pengarah bersara..
it is a bad news for all of us..
because he is a good person..
we lost such a good leader in IPG KAMPUS GAYA
before the ceremony start..
my stomach pain again..
what happen to my stomach??
i had ate food alrdy but y still will pain???
i aso duno is wat pain alrdy..
Stomach??Gastric??and feel like vomit...
HELP me pls~
i dont want suffer from this again..

Taman Tun Fuad Stephens

Those pictures are taken by me when i went to Taman Tun Fuad doing research for my KS assignment..
Taman Tun Fuad is a nice place..
The surrounding make me feel comfortable when i'm at there..
The day we went d weather are shady..
luckily didnt rain..if not our research cant be done..
Actually dis place is 1 place that is similar to Tanjung Rambutan in West Malaysia..
haha..if got chance i really come back to this place..
d food here is delicious..
gt water theme park here..
can jogging here aso..

Before we reach our destination..
one thg happen..
I cant believe wat octopus said are true..
I met an accident today when i'm on d way going to Taman Tun Fuad..
dat time i sit in d car..
suddenly "PONG!!!" heard by me..
dat time my friends and i were shocked..
luckily we are safe..
bt d car got some damaged..
i thk i wont 4get this incident..